My last psych which is somewhat smart, told me that the true reason why normal people tend to go bonkers and pretend they care about you when you say you want to die or are going to kill yourself is that they fear death, and this fear is so strong that is upsets them even when thinking about the death of others. Alternatively, I realize many people buy into the bullshit of life being objectively a gift, when life is nor a gift nor a curse, although is more of a curse taking the ramifications and potentials of pain into consideration. We are 7.356.475 people in this world, and acting like everyone should kept alive by all means is hypocritical. I know these words are tough, but I want to express myself freely. I believe in the afterlife, by the way. More like, I KNOW there is an afterlife. Maybe this affects my attitude regarding death, euthanasia and suicide.