I'm almost 29 years old and I've never had a girlfriend and I am a virgin. I don't have any friends that I hang out with - the only social interaction I have is with the people at work. I live alone in my own house. The best education I've managed is a general associates degree from my local community college. I have a decent working class job that supports me well, and I have over $10k saved up. I can't go on living the way I do. I have dealt with depression my whole life, have had multiple hospital visits, including a suicide attempt over 5 years ago. The only thing stopping me now is the fact that I have all this crap at my house that I don't want to leave behind for my clueless family to have to deal with. I've got three "project cars" and parts everywhere, not to mention some attention that my house needs. I don't want to be a jerk and leave a big mess behind. So why am I here? I don't know. I guess I feel like I want people to support me in my decision to die, but I understand this forum is not about that. I virtually never talk about my feelings with anybody, so I figure I'd put them out there and see what response there is.