Why???????? *Possible trig*

Discussion in 'Let it all out...' started by ~CazzaAngel~, Dec 16, 2006.

  1. ~CazzaAngel~

    ~CazzaAngel~ Staff Alumni

    I am so hurt right now, I at the sametime feel betrayed and hurt and at the other point want to be there to comfort the people. I hurt a lot right now, un bearable.

    I am so mad and confused and hurt and torn and shattered. I want this to end, I want this pain to b gone now. I need it to be over now.

    In a matter of seconds I lost someone i love deeply, my friends, and SF.

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  2. netean

    netean Active Member

    Re: Why????????

    can you tell us what happened...

    we'd like to help if we can... even if it's just to listen/read and empathise..
     
  3. kindtosnails

    kindtosnails Staff Alumni

    Re: Why????????

    whats going on?

    :hug: :hug: :hug:
     
  4. Marshmallow

    Marshmallow Staff Alumni

    Re: Why????????

    Caz! whats going on hun??

    Ya know i care for ya sooooooo much, i hate seeing you like this :sad: hurts so bad.

    Im allways here for ya hun :hug:

    I even went on web cam for ya and i don't do that for anyone :wink:

    Love ya

    Viks x
     
  5. Sa Palomera

    Sa Palomera Well-Known Member

    Re: Why????????

    Carolyn, hun, I'm truly sorry for having to do anything with the hole situation. You know I never ever would wanna see you nor that other person hurt. And I'm terribly sorry for being one of the main causes of how things have gone between you and them.

    I'm truly sorry and I do not deserve your forgiveness, though I do pray that one day you WILL forgive me
     
  6. Terry

    Terry Antiquities Friend Staff Alumni

    Re: Why????????

    Caz...WHAT THE HELL!!!! did something happen between us speaking last night and today? WORRIED !!!! :hug:
     
  7. Abacus21

    Abacus21 Staff Alumni

    Re: Why????????

    Hang in there Carolyn .... :hug: :hug:
     
  8. LetItGo

    LetItGo Staff Alumni

    Re: Why????????

    I know even though things have settled down somewhat, your still really hurting. Im so so sorry for causing the pain that I have, but I hope you realise that in me you have someone that cares very deeply about you, and wants to help you in your recovery. I know we can still offer each other so much help, compassion and care in both of our recoveries that it would be a silly thing to waste.

    :hug: :hug: :hug:

    I hope you can forgive me :(