life has been really really tough lately. yesturday morning i went up to the social security office and they said i dont qualify for SSI so i went to the welfare office and i dont qualify for a medical card either.but if i was to get pregnant i would be accepted right away. how fucked up is that?!?! how the fuck els am i supposed to get medication if i dont have any income?!? I am bipolar and i have severe social anxiety and i need meds NOW so i can work,and if something doesnt change soon im not going to have a place to live either. THERE IS NOTHING I CAN DO BUT WASTE MYSELF.