All i do is whine and moan and i am way too useless to help people. so why should i bother trying to keep myself alive when my life is meaningless. What have i got to lose? what has the world got to lose? its not as if i do anything worthwhile. maybe i should just bugger off this site and bugger off out of this life because i sure as hell ain't doing any good in either. All i do is cause pain!