Everyone is telling me how worthless I am. How I'm acting like a 5 year old because I'm not doing my work at school. I want(ed) to leave school and go straight into work. I though it was the perfect plan because I feel that I really can't continue with school anymore. But then people have just made me realise that I will probably never be able to get a job anyway. Not when I'm not living in reality. I don't even know if that makes sense. I don't want to live making people feel that they must keep looking after me like a baby. I don't know why I stil haven't just gone on and done it. I still feel guilt but why do I or why should I care. I'm causing worry by living as well..