I'm not so sure why people here think suicide is a bad thing. We all die anyway. I want to choose. I don't want painful health issues to choose for me. - Why is life good? Let's compare life to brussel sprouts. Not everyone likes brussel sprouts and they will refuse to eat them. Some people just don't like life. Some people like life. Why should the people who dislike life be expected to suffer a long life they don't want and never asked for? - Why is a person worthwhile and when is the last straw that it should be acceptable to kill ourselves? Would the world have been a better place if Hitler killed himself before WWII? Stalin? Carrot Top? Maybe some people cause more harm than good, and face it, some people might just be better off not alive. Is someone better off homeless or dead? Personally I'd rather be dead. I would also rather be dead than in a wheelchair or similar situation. Is a lifetime of hurt better than nothingness? Seriously, why is nothingness so bad? I long for it much more so than this crappy world. People on this board want me to hold onto pain instead of release, what I want? You know, I don't think I really hate myself, I think I hate the world. The problem why I want to kill myself is because the world sucks, I hate the world. I want it to go away. I don't make myself sad. The world makes me sad.