I'm a delusional, alcoholic, uninteresting, psychotic-depressive person. People neither like nor hate me, they just forget me. There's nothing I care about and there is nothing that cares about me. I won't find friends or love, I wonder if they exist at all. You wouldn't like me if you met me, you'd forget I existed within an hour. I don't want to be here, so why should I be? Give me a reason why I shouldn't die.