rant I dont need to tell anyone here that there is so many people who are persistently in a state of wanting to kill themselves or suffering depression. I have been suffering for quite sometime. I naturally hate having depression so I have been pretty pro-active about trying to do something about it. But everything just fucking sucks. Heres what I have, personally, experienced and I know ill cop some flack but im beyond giving a fuck and this is a rant: Counselor one: told me about his own problems more then discussing mine. Counselor two. Just listened. No pro activeness. Counselor three: Tried to sell me her books. Councilor four: Lied about being confidential, told my doctor, who over reacted and called the police. Psychiatrist: asked me if I was going to 'cap myself' very loudly in a crowded waiting room at a hospital. Several poeple heard and stared at me. I was then sent to a drug rehab clinic for some reason (never done drugs), sent back to hospital then told I had to wait a month before seeing another psychatrist. Pharmaceutical Efexor: No Effect Dothep: No Effect Zoloft/Prozac: No Effect Sertraline: No Effect Herbal: St Johns Wart: No Effect Ginseng, Lavender, Rhodia, Rehmannia mixture: No Effect SAMe: No Effect Im sick of all these depression campaign things putting up ads in restrooms and mailouts. Talk - action = nothing Nothing is being done properly. I want to be proactive. Give me ideas people!