I still blame myself for being molested as a child. I could've said no. I could've said stop. I was afraid. I was told that's natural for elementary school kids to do. I am afraid. I mess everything up. I let it happen. I feel like it's all my fault. My family doesn't know but why would they care? I oppressed this idea but I must tell someone or I think I'll cry more. I don't want to cry anymore. I want to forget but I don't think I can. Some part of me feels I deserved it because I said nothing. The other part of me says I was young and didn't know. I'm torn in more then one way.