Why, when I feel as though I'm finally moving on and getting over my ex, do I suddenly regress backwards and start thinking about her again?!? WHY??? It's getting ridiculous! I just want to move on, but I'm not gonna be able to at this rate! Why can't I just f*cking forget about her already?!?? God, I feel physically sick right down in the pit of my stomach just thinking about her! FFS!! She made it more than perfectly clear she just doesn't feel "that" way about me, so why can't I just stop being a big baby, accept it and move on?!?