It always happens to me!! why why why???? Every time i start to trust some one... something happens and i cant see them again!! i have been to at least 7 diffrent counsellors/psychiatrists/therapists or what ever you want to call them and every time something happens!! The 1st time i didnt like them, the next time my mum didnt like them another time the price was too high... then the distance to travle was too fat and this time they quit their job!!! why the hell dose this always happen once i trust them... it never happens when i have just met them and dont trust them... always when i trust them. it takes me ages to trust some one! and once i trust some one i want to keep talking to them and tell them alot of stuff coz then its easier for me coz im not so bottled up. I cant just 1/2 trust some one... i ither fully tust them and would tell them (almost) anything or i dont trust them at all. Once i trust them, i dont really think of them as 'mental health professionals' i think of them more as friends... so its like loosing all these friends. so now once again... i am starting all over again. the whole story of Sarah... all over again. even i am getting sick of my story, its boring me and also scaring me.