why do people want to be so freeking mean all the time? i mean come on what the crape did i do? nothing.. not a damn thing... i sent a pm to a lawyer assiting for assistence then i go back in to find out i cant pm anymore... come on , what the crap is wrong with people these days?? you think your so hot and mighty doing that dont you? well dont you? Damn it you have no idea just how much you ad to me wanting to end it do you?? oh yeh and then when the inevitable happens go push the blame off on someone else why dont ya?? trying to protect yourself saying you had nothing to do with it? what a crock of bull... your just determined to keep me in pain and in hurting , well let me tell you something right here , right now.. as soon as i post that photo here to prove i never lied about my home burning down i am outta here. no ifs ands or butts about it. i have lost everything that ever mattered to me and i dont give a damn about my life anymore.. i mean i dont give a damn. it aint worth nothing anyway nohow.. i dont have a trailer.. , i dont have the things i loved , the memories.. i dont have anything.. theres nothing left for me. nothing.. i did nothing to you. i did nothing wrong.. i did not send a bad pm to you. i did not send anything hurtful or harmful to you or anyone else. i asked for guideness from someone i thought was a friend but i guess not or either you did not let him receive it?? well mr CF you can take you fucking board and shut up your a.. you are nothing but a damn hipocrete.. and i pity anyone who thinks you to be a christian.. i really do cause you got them doped into believing your a nice fair honest guy.. what a bunch of bull.. i got no explanation., none as to why my messages were blocked.. why the hell i even went there i will never know. you can go to hell you son of a b... at least i know who tried to hurt me here now dont i?? when it didnt work you decidec to hurt me on your board. well screw your board cause i dont need it.. its a bunch of bull anyway.. take it and stick it up yourt a.. where it belongs.. i have had it and in a few days my life is over with .. i am through with this life.. try and hurt me from the grave you sons of bit....? i dare you.. it wont freeking work... i am not letting you hurt me anymore.. you cant hurt me when im dead.. i lost everything and i got nothing now , practically nothing.. think i wont do it? well you better rethink that one cause i have had it.. im tired of getting hurt.. im tired of people hurting me.. im tired of others doing things to destroy what little i have and to get away with it, well by grab i have had it.. you cant hurt me from the grave.. you cant GOD DAMN hurt me from the grave..