Why won't she give me a chance?

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by MyCatWillMissMe, Jul 13, 2016.

  1. MyCatWillMissMe

    MyCatWillMissMe Well-Known Member

    We get along great.
    She knows I'm into her.
    I don't mention it because I don't want it to be awkward or make her mad but she knows.
    We even take trips together for fun like an overnight stay at the casino.
    She has told me I'm such a great guy but not attracted to me.
    Why am I so ugly?
    I would give her everything if she saw past how ugly I am.
    I love spending time with her but it makes me so sad at the same time.
    I have no interest in ever meeting any different girls and it's been 3 years.
    I hate myself for how ugly and pathetic I am and I think I'm going to kill myself soon.
     
  2. DarkDays365

    DarkDays365 Member

    Hey,
    She never said she isn't into you because of the way you look, so stop beating yourself up about it.
    It hurts that your love isn't reciprocated, but try looking at it in a positive light, that at least you get to spend time with her. And from what you said, seem like pretty good times too. Why would you want to kill yourself and end what you have? It's not exactly what you have in mind but at least it's something no?