I pretty much grew up on the street. I mean like homeless on the street. I had a home but no one ever wanted me around. It's been like that since I can remember. Growing up everyone always pushed me away. I've had a long lonely painful life. I learned many things on the street. like how to make money, how to avoid certain people, how to find stuff that I need, in fact everything I know I learned from the street. I've taken care of my self my whole life. I've never had family or friends in my corner. Now that I'm thousands of miles away, family wants me around. I really don't like being around my family, or talking to them on the phone. I don't even like texting them. I never really been around them. I never developed the bond that families have with each other. I have a brother and three sisters. I know nothing about them. I don't even remember what my parents look like. So why after all these years? I just want to be left alone. I don't understand why they want me around. They have all of these great memories with each other, what do they need me for? I just want to be forgotten. They know nothing about me, what I've been through, how I feel. Guess it's time to fade away. I'll have to delete everything. I just don't want to be found. I don't need them, and they lost me.