Why would I want to stick around on Earth? I have no friends. I've had a few people in the past that I thought were my friends, but they always ended up being self-absorbed boring losers, and one of them even stole from me (multiple times before I figured it out). I can't particularly identify with anyone. Everyone seems just odd to me. Society in general makes no sense to me. I've never enjoyed any job I've had, whether they were related to my college degree or were 'entry level' easy-type jobs. Coworkers always annoy me and the work always ends up being redundant and dull. The 'higher level' jobs just involved more effort. I don't find anything particularly interesting. I used to find some things interesting, but I've done them all so many times that there's nothing new. The world in general seems to offer nothing truly new. New technologies come out, but they don't enable anything truly new. New people appear, some who seem physically attractive, but they are all basically just like everyone else, ultimately boring. My own creative efforts, including books, have all met with no real interest and no useful amount of income. The only things I ever did enjoy were those that seemed to offer some sort of escape from society and the world in general: computer games, science fiction/fantasy/surreal/etc movies/books/etc.. things that almost no one else enjoys, and the people who do enjoy them invariably wind up being boring.. 'weird' perhaps, but in an ultimately boring, tedious way. Overall I simply find the world tedious and the pursuit of money no longer interests me and fear of starvation/homelessness/etc is no longer enough to motivate me to get a job I know I will end up hating. Why would I want to stick around on Earth?