Why has my life turned out like this ? Why when I thought I was getting better, do I find it harder now ? Why do I drink so much ? Why after 12 years have I started smoking again ? Why do bad things happen to good people ? Why does no one understand ? Why cant I tell a real person how I feel ? Why does it hurt so much ? Why do I feel so cheated ? Why am I angry ? Why am I gay ? Why have I spend so many years thinking about this ? Why is living for me so hard ? Why cant I move on this point ? Why do all roads end up back at this same place for me ? Why can the people that love me most not see how much pain I'm in ? Why can no one see there is something seriously wrong ? why have I alway felt like damaged goods ? Why am I a living ghost ? Why ? Feel free to add your own unanswerable questions here !!!!!!!!!!!!!