Why?

why?
why do bad things happen to innocent people?
why am i not able to control my depression?
why am i suicidal?
why did it happen to me?
why do i cut?
why do i pretend to be happy?
why do i want to die?

am i just messed up? why was i even born if i was going to end up like this? i don't know what to do anymore. i can't help myself. i can't talk to anyone. some people think i'm pretending or lying or something. i just want to get rid of the depression and stop being suicidal but i can't....and it hurts so much

 

I don't think your pretending or lying. I think that you don't have anything wrong with you. I know that you were probably hoping for someong to comfort you, but all that I can say, is I don't know why this happened to you. i hope that some day things will get beter.

much love, and safe hugs, Songie

ps. PM me some time