I have been having bad flashback almost every single day. All I can see is him hitting me.... I can't help but think that there is something I could have done. He was a counselor in a psych ward. I was so afraid of leaving home and having to stay there. I had a panic attack, I was having problems breathing. He said I was making to much noise I couldn't help it and then he hit me over and over again. He was supposed to help me not hurt me. I feel so ashamed I don't know what to do anymore. What did I do wrong? Why did he do that?