Why???

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by LetItGo, Jan 1, 2007.

  1. LetItGo

    LetItGo Staff Alumni

    Why is everything in code
    Why dont they not know what they want
    Why cant I be like every other asshole guy on the planet
    Why have I thrown all my money away
    Why doesnt money motivate me to improve my life like it does for everyone else
    Why couldnt my father teach me something about being a man
    Why was my father more interested in work, than me
    Why do "I know" im going to be an alcoholic
    Why doesnt somebody love me
    Why have I systematically alienated every friend ive ever had
    Why cant I sleep anymore
    Why am I terrified of sleep
    Why wont some fucking woman appear on my front doorstep to save me
    Why cant I masturbate anymore
    Why dont I exercise anymore
    Why dont I go to Uni
    Why did I leave my job
    Why have I ruined my mums life
    WHy have I embarrassed the entire family
    Why am I the black sheep
    Why did I give up drugs, cause there fun...I should never have stopped.
    Why dont I get a fucking life
    Why dont I get a fucking clue
    Why does nobody talk to me anymore
    Why am I so boring
    Why havent I taken my meds in 3 weeks
    Why am I so lazy
    Why do I hate all my all friends for being more successful than me
    Why do I procrastinate every minute of every fucking day
    Why am I writing this absolute fucking dribble, when I know none makes a fucking spit of differance.
    Why dont I fucking top myself, What the fuck am I waiting for? Why the fuck am I waiting for a written invitation
    WHy dont I have the balls!!!
    Why WHy WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY why WHY
    FUCKING WHY!!!
     
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  2. Marshmallow

    Marshmallow Staff Alumni

    Hun i really don't know what to say but i just wanna say that i am ALLWAYS here for you, when ever you need to talk you know where i am. I care about you alot and hate you feeling so low and theres nothing i can do about it. But people do care about you and we just want you to be safe.

    Im here anytime.

    Viks xxx
     
  3. ~CazzaAngel~

    ~CazzaAngel~ Staff Alumni



    There are a few counts on that list that you know are not true! sorry life is so dificult, I don't understand it anymore at all, I think about everything and NYTHING makes sense. But you gotta hang in there hun.. you know you can always message me if you need to talk.. please try and take care of yourself. :hug: :hug:



    -xxx,
    Carolyn-