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LetItGo

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Why is everything in code
Why dont they not know what they want
Why cant I be like every other asshole guy on the planet
Why have I thrown all my money away
Why doesnt money motivate me to improve my life like it does for everyone else
Why couldnt my father teach me something about being a man
Why was my father more interested in work, than me
Why do "I know" im going to be an alcoholic
Why doesnt somebody love me
Why have I systematically alienated every friend ive ever had
Why cant I sleep anymore
Why am I terrified of sleep
Why wont some fucking woman appear on my front doorstep to save me
Why cant I masturbate anymore
Why dont I exercise anymore
Why dont I go to Uni
Why did I leave my job
Why have I ruined my mums life
WHy have I embarrassed the entire family
Why am I the black sheep
Why did I give up drugs, cause there fun...I should never have stopped.
Why dont I get a fucking life
Why dont I get a fucking clue
Why does nobody talk to me anymore
Why am I so boring
Why havent I taken my meds in 3 weeks
Why am I so lazy
Why do I hate all my all friends for being more successful than me
Why do I procrastinate every minute of every fucking day
Why am I writing this absolute fucking dribble, when I know none makes a fucking spit of differance.
Why dont I fucking top myself, What the fuck am I waiting for? Why the fuck am I waiting for a written invitation
WHy dont I have the balls!!!
Why WHy WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY why WHY
FUCKING WHY!!!
 
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Hun i really don't know what to say but i just wanna say that i am ALLWAYS here for you, when ever you need to talk you know where i am. I care about you alot and hate you feeling so low and theres nothing i can do about it. But people do care about you and we just want you to be safe.

Im here anytime.

Viks xxx
 
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Why is everything in code
Why dont they not know what they want
Why cant I be like every other asshole guy on the planet
Why have I thrown all my money away
Why doesnt money motivate me to improve my life like it does for everyone else
Why couldnt my father teach me something about being a man
Why was my father more interested in work, than me
Why do "I know" im going to be an alcoholic
Why doesnt somebody love me
Why have I systematically alienated every friend ive ever had
Why cant I sleep anymore
Why am I terrified of sleep
Why wont some fucking woman appear on my front doorstep to save me
Why cant I masturbate anymore
Why dont I exercise anymore
Why dont I go to Uni
Why did I leave my job
Why have I ruined my mums life
WHy have I embarrassed the entire family
Why am I the black sheep
Why did I give up drugs, cause there fun...I should never have stopped.
Why dont I get a fucking life
Why dont I get a fucking clue
Why does nobody talk to me anymore
Why am I so boring
Why havent I taken my meds in 3 weeks
Why am I so lazy
Why do I hate all my all friends for being more successful than me
Why do I procrastinate every minute of every fucking day
Why am I writing this absolute fucking dribble, when I know none makes a fucking spit of differance.
Why dont I fucking top myself, What the fuck am I waiting for? Why the fuck am I waiting for a written invitation
WHy dont I have the balls!!!
Why WHy WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY why WHY
FUCKING WHY!!!


There are a few counts on that list that you know are not true! sorry life is so dificult, I don't understand it anymore at all, I think about everything and NYTHING makes sense. But you gotta hang in there hun.. you know you can always message me if you need to talk.. please try and take care of yourself. :hug: :hug:



-xxx,
Carolyn-
 
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