Why is everything in code Why dont they not know what they want Why cant I be like every other asshole guy on the planet Why have I thrown all my money away Why doesnt money motivate me to improve my life like it does for everyone else Why couldnt my father teach me something about being a man Why was my father more interested in work, than me Why do "I know" im going to be an alcoholic Why doesnt somebody love me Why have I systematically alienated every friend ive ever had Why cant I sleep anymore Why am I terrified of sleep Why wont some fucking woman appear on my front doorstep to save me Why cant I masturbate anymore Why dont I exercise anymore Why dont I go to Uni Why did I leave my job Why have I ruined my mums life WHy have I embarrassed the entire family Why am I the black sheep Why did I give up drugs, cause there fun...I should never have stopped. Why dont I get a fucking life Why dont I get a fucking clue Why does nobody talk to me anymore Why am I so boring Why havent I taken my meds in 3 weeks Why am I so lazy Why do I hate all my all friends for being more successful than me Why do I procrastinate every minute of every fucking day Why am I writing this absolute fucking dribble, when I know none makes a fucking spit of differance. Why dont I fucking top myself, What the fuck am I waiting for? Why the fuck am I waiting for a written invitation WHy dont I have the balls!!! Why WHy WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY why WHY FUCKING WHY!!!