The sleepless nights, the pain, stress and anxiety. Everyday putting on the smile that is a lie, spending days trying to hide my face because I am afraid people will know. Trying so hard, giving all i can but finding nothing that can calm my mind, and take away the emptiness. Everything is broken. I just want to walk off, keep my feet moving until im to exhausted to go on and just lay down and be done. Why continue this?