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Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by starlight2006, Jan 28, 2007.

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  1. starlight2006

    starlight2006 Well-Known Member

    Why is it she can ring fucking america, and answer calls to people who are suicidal here, but when its me, i dont even get a text?
     
  2. starlight2006

    starlight2006 Well-Known Member

    And why should anyone even bother replying, im jus an insignificant spec in the world
     
  3. theleastofthese

    theleastofthese SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Who is it that won't call you? I'm sorry you feel so alone, wish I could be there in person for a real life hug, but I can offer these instead.:hug: :hug: :hug:

    least

    YOu are not an insignificant speck - you are a child of the universe, no less than the trees and stars - you have a right to be here...:smile:
     
  4. starlight2006

    starlight2006 Well-Known Member

    My ex. Bin tryin for months to let go, but havent been able to. she jus keeps hurting me. I jus dont know y everyone else is important
     
  5. starlight2006

    starlight2006 Well-Known Member

    Cant even provoke her - got a bottle of vodka and 64 tablets. No reply. Well this is my jump, she'll understand
     
  6. starlight2006

    starlight2006 Well-Known Member

    And now shes begging me not to die. Cant even ring. All you people are lucky, at least she cares more for you
     
  7. shellz

    shellz Guest

    hey hun i just seen this thread. :hug: im sorry she's doing this to you. but you dont need to take the vodka and pills okay. your worth so much more than that.

    please try to hang in there, okay? im here if you want to talk :hug:
     
  8. One who listens..

    One who listens.. Well-Known Member

    Amy, breaking up is always hard, I would be surprised if you ever found it easy. I know you and I never got off on the right foot, and you may not have feelings that are positive about me, but remember, your not alone in your pain.

    I doubt she is actually trying to hurt you, but I can understand completely how you feel about it, and it might seem unfair, but suicide isn't the answer...
     
  9. gentlelady

    gentlelady Staff Alumni

    I agree with what has been said thus far. You are not an insignificant speck in this world but a very significant one. There is only one you and can only ever be one you. That you is pretty terrific. I am sorry that she has caused you to feel this way. Remember we are here for you. Take care. Stay safe. :hug:
     
  10. ~CazzaAngel~

    ~CazzaAngel~ Staff Alumni

    I agree :hug:
     
  11. starlight2006

    starlight2006 Well-Known Member

    I jus wont ever understand y it is different when its me. i have done so much for her. I have my own probs but im always there for her. 3 years today since i met her. She's been depressed throught them all and beyond. always telling me she can do it on her own, get rid of the depression herself. Why wont she see someone? Why does she have to lie.
     
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