Gannon, the longer you are here the more comfortable you become with sharing. Talking about what is bothering you is great therapy, whether at the public threads or thru private messaging. Hey I've been thru a lot of depression, and have plenty of time to tell you about it. lol Feel free to PM me if you want to talk. Just think of this as one big group therapy place. And remember, things can and will get better you just gotta put one foot in front of the other, one step at a time, one day at a time. I'm sending good thoughts your way!