Y did i let them save me on tuesday nite? it hasnt gotten any easier...its not going to get any easier! I sick of this and words cant describe how frustrated, upset, embarassed and lonely i am at the moment. Please dont make me keep doing this! I cant do anything! If i call him, he will get angry, if i hurt myself, he will hate me more, and if i give it any more time i dont think ill get through Either way its got to b over!