Why are all of the painless and clean methods of suicide kept away from suicidal people? Is it to punish us with painful deaths for not being normal like everyone else? I look around me and all I have are dull steak knives, that isn't how I want to go. I want to die painlessly without a mess. The government is willing to help criminals die but won't help me die unless I commit a horrible crime. Why am I being treated worse than a criminal? All I've wanted for the past 8 years is to simply die, but I am disabled (have agoraphobia) and can't drive a vehicle to get any other methods of suicide. Why will no one help me? This is not a temporary problem. It has been going on for 8 years now. I just want to die but a lot of times I'm afraid to even leave my home. What do I have to do to get a humane way to die?