Why did I even bother ?? I have done the right thing by going to the police, I told them what happened, I sat there for hours on end going over the horrific stuff that happened, better late than never. Then what happens, he does it again, so I go through the whole thing again, I have the exam, I get stuck in hospital, I have to rehash everything, they take my stuff - my journal, my address book, both my computers. I get moved in to the domestic violence shelter. Don't hear anything from them since october. But today I hear they have dropped it, I'm confused as all hell as to what is going on with them. What the hell am I mean to do ????? I am still haunted by what went on with this and I dont know how to deal with any of it now. I can't get close to my boyfriend becuase I am so messed up inside.