why do u keep doing this? why do i keep letting you? why do u always spoil my good mood? why talk to me in the first place? why cant u make ur mind up over what you want? why am i such a fool when it comes to you? why tell me something if u dont want to talk about it? why, when i ask u to be honest, do u tell me u want to be friends. and then the VERY next message u tell me to fuck off? why take all ur shit out on me? why tell me u want to do something and then sod off? what, u expect me not to care? or u like me worrying? why do ur moods change so quickly? why do u always take it out on me? why do i still feel like this? why why why why why why why why why why?