I've been trying so hard. I really have. But it feels like there's no hope. There is no reason to go on. I feel as the darkness is consuming my soul, my very being. My will for life has been crushed. Been lied to and used like a piece of paper towel then thrown away. I guess that I'm just a stupid old man. I'm alone. No one to reach out to. No one who cares. So many tragedies. All combined with PTSD it has become overwhelming. I'm sinking. Maybe I should just let the darkness win. Why bother anymore? Of all the major physical injuries I've had not can compare to the emotional pain. Maybe I should just let go. Just let go.
Why?
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i'm sorry that you are hurting so bad right now. as we get older things just seem to be worse. we care about you. do you have a spouse or children or siblings or any irl friends? don't give up yet you can still have a worthwile life. i don't know about you but now that my time is closer i'm learning to cherish what time i have left. keep trying and always talk to us if you need to vent or talk, we are listening, i am listening and we do care about you. if you want a friendly person around your age to talk to feel free to use my inbox...mike...
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