Why does everyone leave? Why do I always wind up alone? I don't have the energy to learn to trust all over again. I just can't keep doing this. It is so hard to get out of bed in the morning, so hard to just keep going, when all I want is for the world to just go away? I don't mean to whine...I'm sorry... I just feel useless and alone and afraid and worthless and a burden to everyone and everything... What's the point anymore...I just don't seem to have one.