all I can say is NO NO NO NO NO NO NO I cna't understand You didn't have 'time' to see me You didn't have time You couldn't fit me in Then i find you fit other people in I thought you were my best friend You will ALWAYS be my best friend I just don't know though :'( It hurts me Hell - it hurts - more than you or anyone else will ever know or realise. I am sorry. I am so so so so sorry - just for being me. Just for being here and annoying people. For being in the way. Just for being ME. WHY WHY WHY am I me?