can they see thier hurting me, can they see i wanna die. i dont know how many times they need to be told. why cant i just get help im tired of feeling this way tired of crying myself to sleep at night im sick of the emotional pain theyve all taken thier hit at me dad and brother physical and my mom is fucking with my emotions. this isnt fair i just wanna die.they keep my brother happy they give him everything he wants. the other night they were talking bout how sad he looks and maybe they should help him. why are thye willing to help him but not me? im just a waste of sperm i shouldve never been born. i just wanna go away, why am i staying here out of all the attempts why hasnt on succeded why do they always fail?