i am so heartbroken. i just read about the thread i posted in loved and lost. if it is true then why lie to me? i really felt for him and did love him in just that short time and it has hurt me so much. i am hurting deeply inside cause i do not know if i can ever trust anyone. i want to just die now. really , just get it over with, God why?? Why be so mean and cause so much hurt upon me. am i not already hurting enough?