Why did Traci have to die? Why couldn't we have taken the truck, it would have been me instead of her! Why do people drink and drive? Why Lizzi? Why did she have to get sick?! I can't stand the pain this all brings to me. Why won't my parents have me? Why must I be forced to be alone!? Why does God choose to punish me so?!? Why shouldn't I just end it all, I am not afraid to anymore. I have no one to live for anyways!