Why can't I just be accepted? Why can't my family accept the fact that I do all this crazy stuff to myself? DO YOU THINK ITS EASY FOR ME?? FUCK!! Do you think I WANT to be like this?? DO YOU THINK I TRY TO BE LIKE THIS? I'm not the one who is fucking up my life, all you stupid assholes who dont accept me/understand/care about me... YOU'RE THE ONES WHO ARE FUCKING MY LIFE UP! ITS NOT FAIR!!! I try and try, why cant I ever get it right? WHY DONT YOU LIKE ME??