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  1. lil-sis-one-of-two

    lil-sis-one-of-two Well-Known Member

    What the fucking hell is wrong with me, why am I still here.

    I had it all planned,now I am going to have to go through another day in hell.
    I am at work again, I hate work, I am not sure why i even come. Its not because I dont like my work or the people I work with, I just hate everything about my life and this is part of it.

    I just want to go now I am ready, what the hell is stopping me.

    I cant take this pain anymore, I have tried I really have. I have tried the drugs, the crisis team and I am still waiting for the councilor to bloody ring me (SHows how much see care)

    I am not even sure why I am writing this, there is so much going on inside me.

    I cut this morning, it felt so good i wish that feeling would last forever but it only lasted for about 5 minutes then I can crashing back down to hell.

    I seem to be ranting abit now so I will end it here.
    Please dont feel the need to reply to this, I know I am beyond help.
    Sorry for wasting your time if you have read it.

    I love you all and I am sorry.

    (I hope you never read this but if you do, you are partly to blame for this, you said you love me and ypu would protect me from him but you are not you have run away like the spoilt brat you are, I never thought I could love someone and hate them at the same time but I do you!)
  2. itmahanh

    itmahanh Senior Member & Antiquities Friend

    Hey help maybe they didn't run away? Maybe they just need some time to regroup. I hope you can find the strength I know you have and pull through one more day. IF nothing else take a moment and SCREAM at that brat!!
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