I've been through hell in my life and it'll never let go of me. I am tired and hurt and angry.. I'm tired of all this. Why won't people let me die? Say they couldn't take me being dead??? It'd be better for everyone, it would in the long run be better for everyone if I was dead and gone. I'm a messed up and broken person. And in a way I wish I had never came here because I met 2 people i'm exremely close to and now they say they couldn't deal with me dying. Why? Why can't I die? It'd be better. Why can't I, can anyone tell me this?