Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by Pentacle, Mar 31, 2008.

  1. Pentacle

    Pentacle Well-Known Member

    My father, Allan, is possibly the worst person alive. I despise every move the man makes.

    Why does he want to ruin me?

    He could help, he can, but he wont. What father does that?

    What kind of father would take his own daughters life away...

    I think about him every day, he has a hold on me, a big hold. I need to escape him but it wont let go.

    I want to kill him. I could. I can. I would. I will. I should. He is better off dead.

    I can just picture the gun to his head, pulling the trigger... Watching him fall the the ground... I can picture it.

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  2. Ire

    Ire Guest

    Don't hate yourself for feeling angry against him!

    Please be calm. Be calm. I am sending you calming thoughts. Please be calm.
  3. Pentacle

    Pentacle Well-Known Member

    All the calm thoughts in the world wont stop me from hating him.

    I dream of wrapping my fingers around his neck and just pulling tighter.....
  4. I understand your anger. I feel the same way against my father. You aren't sick at all. :hug:
    Last edited: Jul 15, 2008