my uncle killed himself with tablets, and my friend killed himself with tablets...why can't I? I know what both took, I don't know how many but I know what they took...I've tried, I've taken different tablets, I've taken anti-sickness tablets to make sure the tablets get into my blood, i've tried tablets, dissolveable ones, liquid ones, i've mixed tablets, i've taken just one type, and yet i'm still breathing. I don't know what to do anymore.