I wish i knew what to do, no one around me thinks that there is anything wrong with me so why when i wake up i feel shitty depressed and wanting to self harm myself every day of my fuckin life. I am sitting here like a damn ticking time bomb that no one wants to even touch to help and try to defuse. Most days i just hate my life and wonder why am i on this earth and i figure that everyone is better of without me being here, i hurt to many people in my lifetime. i am scum (or at least thats how i feel) but i try not to show people around me that i am feeling so shitty. i am a person with a thousand masks.