Hi, I'm Jack. Real name is not Rabbit, but I kind of feel like one at the moment. It's not so bad as long as I don't stare into the headlights. I'm not active right now, but recently I've found those old thoughts percolating up through the swamp. Suicide(al ideation) is an addiction, it never completely goes away, does it? Anyway, I came across somebody who was talking about suicide today, and I did a quick search to find somewhere that I thought would help him. I sent him here. Then I thought about geese and ganders and here I am.