Why?!

[LDA]

Why does she get to be so happy and I have to be so miserable? She's out doing all of this fun stuff and I'm stuck here at home crying. Why does this have to happen every single time? Why am I so ugly inside and out? Why? Why? Why?

 

[lightbeam]

Give it time. You will have the last laugh.

 

[poison]

who is she? your girlfriend? let me know man, i think i might actually be able to help you out.

 

[LDA]

She's my ex.. She's out hanging with her new boyfriend and she's gonna watch UFC 102 with him and then lose her virginity to him. I was excited for the UFC event but now while I'm watching it, I've gotta think about him screwing her. And she doesn't even care.

 

[poison]

aw cmon man you dont have to think about that... try not to think about her, if you can. :/ how do you know shes gonna lose her virginity to him?

 

[LDA]

She's gonna spend the night with him alone with drinks and stuff. It's obvious.

 

[Petal]

:hug: Lee!

You need to try and move on however hard that may seem.
Perhaps go out,have fun and try and meet some new people? :hug:

 

[zerick]

Who is keeping you from going out and having fun also?

 

[LDA]

Myself.

 

[total eclipse]

So talk to myself and say get off your butt and go out and enjoy life because that is what your ex is doing MOve on why would you want someone that does not want you back. Find someone you can share your life with and that cares about you.

 

[LDA]

Well, I'll see about it.