Why?

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by DrivEthermissIon, Nov 6, 2009.

  1. DrivEthermissIon

    DrivEthermissIon Banned Member

    Why do people treat me like shit when I am so kind to everyone I meet? Do they hate me? I'm going to cut myself <Mod Edit: Abacus21 - details>. Why do people hate me? What did I do? Why am I always apologising? It's not my fault, I sweep people off their feet and they just treat me like garbage off the street. People don't even care that I'm doing this. They don't see the scars, the blood, the wounds they cause inside. Why do people ignore me? What did I do? Why do people abuse me? <Mod Edit: Abacus21 - inappropriate>
     
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  2. DrivEthermissIon

    DrivEthermissIon Banned Member

  3. DrivEthermissIon

    DrivEthermissIon Banned Member

    Think I'll do it again, not enough cuts. Round 2
     
  4. DrivEthermissIon

    DrivEthermissIon Banned Member

    Fuck that stings. No-ones going to comfort me *laughs bitterly*

    <Mod Edit, WildCherry: Details>
     
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  5. NoGood

    NoGood Well-Known Member

    Chris stop!

    you dont need to hurt yourself. You dont deserve to hurt or feel pain. Whats going on? How can the forum help?

    Kate
     
  6. DrivEthermissIon

    DrivEthermissIon Banned Member

    Looks like I've been in a fight with a wildcat lol
     
  7. DrivEthermissIon

    DrivEthermissIon Banned Member

    I'm in a very bad place right now Kate. Thank-you for being kind. Amount of stinging pain - legs on fire
     
  8. NoGood

    NoGood Well-Known Member

    look after yourself Chrissy. please.
     
  9. ZombiePringle

    ZombiePringle Forum Buddy and Antiquities Friend

    Chris whats going on?
     
  10. DrivEthermissIon

    DrivEthermissIon Banned Member

    I'm a mess ^__^
     
  11. DrivEthermissIon

    DrivEthermissIon Banned Member

    I'm sorry *hugs/handshakes*
     
  12. NoGood

    NoGood Well-Known Member

    well your at an advantage Chris. At least you know that your feeling like a mess, the next step is to try and think positive and not let your feeling consume you. Some people are so ill that they dont know themselves, they cant tell how they are feeling anymore.

    When you know whats wrong then you can try and fix it. Focus on the positive, let the negative and hurtful and bad things just wash over you. Okay :)
     
  13. DrivEthermissIon

    DrivEthermissIon Banned Member

    It's no-one's fault. I'm a mess.
     
  14. ZombiePringle

    ZombiePringle Forum Buddy and Antiquities Friend

    Just calm down.... Talk to us. Just try to stop hurting yourself.
     
  15. DrivEthermissIon

    DrivEthermissIon Banned Member

    I think you are right. I have a girlfriend now who I've got to try and be there for. I will be okay. I will go and have a shower and <Mod Edit, WildCherry: Details>,

    Thank-you so much Kate.
     
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  16. DrivEthermissIon

    DrivEthermissIon Banned Member

    Thank-you Kankuro.
     
  17. DrivEthermissIon

    DrivEthermissIon Banned Member

    Online gf I mean.
     
  18. ZombiePringle

    ZombiePringle Forum Buddy and Antiquities Friend

    I'm here if you ever need to talk Chris.
     
  19. ZombiePringle

    ZombiePringle Forum Buddy and Antiquities Friend

    what did you mean by this?

    Nevermind you were just correcting one of your other posts when you said "girlfriend" and not online gf. I get it now.
     
  20. DrivEthermissIon

    DrivEthermissIon Banned Member

    <Mod Edit, WildCherry: Details>
     
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