Why?

[absolution]

Why am i still here? Whats the point really? All i do is bring people down. I dont help anyone. I guess i could isolate but at the end of the day there is still the pain....the flashbacks....the ever ending thoughts of how dirty i am. I think it would be best for everyone if i just disappeared forever...

Im not needed...I just take up space...and air. I need to go...finally do it right and end it...

Im so lost... ugh

 

[plates]

You're none of those things to me, and I'm always glad to see you posting and hearing your words. You're one of the sweetest people I've met. :hugtackles:

 

[absolution]

You're none of those things to me, and I'm always glad to see you posting and hearing your words. You're one of the sweetest people I've met. :hugtackles:

I wish i could see that hun :cry: i cant anymore. Im hopeless and worthless and i cant do this anymore :hugtackles:

 

[FBD]

:hiya:hey you yeah you sam....ps ur pretty sweet and talkin to you is aweosme
:anony:
:Jehuty:
:sparkle:
:hamster:
:hug:

 

[absolution]

:hiya:hey you yeah you sam....ps ur pretty sweet and talkin to you is aweosme
:anony:
:Jehuty:
:sparkle:
:hamster:
:hug:

:hug: :wub: Sorry i feel so down and ready to go i cant see myself in a good way anymore...just hurts to much....hurts so bad colyyyyy :cry:

 

[FBD]

:hug: :wub: Sorry i feel so down and ready to go i cant see myself in a good way anymore...just hurts to much....hurts so bad colyyyyy :cry:

i understand trust me, im the same way hun <3 but well lets fight a bit more okies :shake: good o ps im not really asking im kinda telling you to cz you need to cz well you cant stop yet...nope im older so respect ur elders :old:


:handinhand:

 

[absolution]

i understand trust me, im the same way hun <3 but well lets fight a bit more okies :shake: good o ps im not really asking im kinda telling you to cz you need to cz well you cant stop yet...nope im older so respect ur elders :old:


:handinhand:

:laugh: your only 2 years older than me...but thanks that made me laugh :handinhand:
Coly...im really not sure i can keep going...it all hurts so much...people would be better off without me anyways.

 

[FBD]

name 57.9 people whod be better...then maybe i could almost agree with your argument.....




o wait? u didnt get exactly 57.9 people did you? nope so false :p


im sorry i dont know if this is helping or not, :wiggle: but its true hun you are wanted by people i promise <3 trust me

it sucks fighting i know, its hard, but anything worth doing is remember? yuppp so yeah keep fighting hun and ill be here fighting with ya :hugtackles:
:wub:




:bounce::taunt:

 

[absolution]

name 57.9 people whod be better...then maybe i could almost agree with your argument.....




o wait? u didnt get exactly 57.9 people did you? nope so false :p


im sorry i dont know if this is helping or not, :wiggle: but its true hun you are wanted by people i promise <3 trust me

it sucks fighting i know, its hard, but anything worth doing is remember? yuppp so yeah keep fighting hun and ill be here fighting with ya :hugtackles:
:wub:




:bounce::taunt:

How do you get .9 of a person...and where did you get that number? LOL
:wiggle: you sure are cheering me up....but it still hurts like crazy...i dont want to live in pain anymore.... :cry:

 

[FBD]

exactly its an impossible task, cause the world wouldnt be better without you <3


see im tricky like that :p
:hysterical:

i know it hurts i hurt too, but dealing with the hurt is the hand we were dealt. it sucks its not fair i hate it i know you do too. but we can try to make it hurt less..:console:






:loopy:

 

[absolution]

exactly its an impossible task, cause the world wouldnt be better without you <3


see im tricky like that :p
:hysterical:

i know it hurts i hurt too, but dealing with the hurt is the hand we were dealt. it sucks its not fair i hate it i know you do too. but we can try to make it hurt less..:console:




:loopy:

You is tricky :blink: Hmm...im just so tired...But if you can fight then so can i, i guess. Just good to know im not alone ....but um....you would be better off without me...so would everyone else here....:cry:

 

[FBD]

we wouldnt be, we all are here to support eachother and i know that youve helped me before. without your support i know id be worse than i am, so how could that mean wed be better off without you...i know its intense to hear :shelbi: but if its true for me im sure its true for other sweetie
:hug:







:bunny:

 

[absolution]

we wouldnt be, we all are here to support eachother and i know that youve helped me before. without your support i know id be worse than i am, so how could that mean wed be better off without you...i know its intense to hear :shelbi: but if its true for me im sure its true for other sweetie
:hug:
:bunny:

:hug: head feels funny....feel so hopeless and lost. I dont knnow who i am anymore....i just need out....but i guess i should keep fighting. SHOULD....but the pain is killing me...even if not right now it will sooner or later....

and yes :bunny: :laugh:

 

[FBD]

there you go keep fighting and youll find yourself again

 

[absolution]

there you go keep fighting and youll find yourself again

coly, its gonna kill me sooner or later.... idk what to do. go tonight or wait....

 

[slc]

You have already helped me knowing that you feel exactly like I do most of the time, including now. But I guess it really would just traumatize the ones we think would be better off. This is my first few minutes on this whole forum I found looking up suicide. I care about you simply because we are alike. And we alike people understand one another and care deeply.

 

[FBD]

tonites not the nite


i win no blitz

 

[absolution]

You have already helped me knowing that you feel exactly like I do most of the time, including now. But I guess it really would just traumatize the ones we think would be better off. This is my first few minutes on this whole forum I found looking up suicide. I care about you simply because we are alike. And we alike people understand one another and care deeply.

:hug: welcome to the forum hun. Im sorry this is the first post you had to see

 

[absolution]

tonites not the nite


i win no blitz

arghhh fine :hug:

 

[FBD]

good :hugtackles: