Why?

Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by absolution, Jul 8, 2010.

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  1. absolution

    absolution Forum Buddy

    Why am i still here? Whats the point really? All i do is bring people down. I dont help anyone. I guess i could isolate but at the end of the day there is still the pain....the flashbacks....the ever ending thoughts of how dirty i am. I think it would be best for everyone if i just disappeared forever...

    Im not needed...I just take up space...and air. I need to go...finally do it right and end it...

    Im so lost... ugh
     
  2. plates

    plates Well-Known Member

    You're none of those things to me, and I'm always glad to see you posting and hearing your words. You're one of the sweetest people I've met. :hugtackles:
     
  3. absolution

    absolution Forum Buddy

    I wish i could see that hun :cry: i cant anymore. Im hopeless and worthless and i cant do this anymore :hugtackles:
     
  4. FBD

    FBD Well-Known Member

    :hiya:hey you yeah you sam....ps ur pretty sweet and talkin to you is aweosme :)
    :anony:
    :Jehuty:
    :sparkle:
    :hamster:
    :hug:
     
  5. absolution

    absolution Forum Buddy


    :hug: :wub: Sorry i feel so down and ready to go i cant see myself in a good way anymore...just hurts to much....hurts so bad colyyyyy :cry:
     
  6. FBD

    FBD Well-Known Member



    i understand trust me, im the same way hun <3 but well lets fight a bit more okies :shake: good o ps im not really asking im kinda telling you to cz you need to cz well you cant stop yet...nope im older so respect ur elders :eek:ld:


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  7. absolution

    absolution Forum Buddy

    :laugh: your only 2 years older than me...but thanks that made me laugh :handinhand:
    Coly...im really not sure i can keep going...it all hurts so much...people would be better off without me anyways. :(
     
  8. FBD

    FBD Well-Known Member

    name 57.9 people whod be better...then maybe i could almost agree with your argument.....




    o wait? u didnt get exactly 57.9 people did you? nope so false :p


    im sorry i dont know if this is helping or not, :wiggle: but its true hun you are wanted by people i promise <3 trust me

    it sucks fighting i know, its hard, but anything worth doing is remember? yuppp so yeah keep fighting hun and ill be here fighting with ya :hugtackles:
    :wub:




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  9. absolution

    absolution Forum Buddy


    How do you get .9 of a person...and where did you get that number? LOL
    :wiggle: you sure are cheering me up....but it still hurts like crazy...i dont want to live in pain anymore.... :cry:
     
  10. FBD

    FBD Well-Known Member

    exactly its an impossible task, cause the world wouldnt be better without you <3


    see im tricky like that :p
    :hysterical:

    i know it hurts i hurt too, but dealing with the hurt is the hand we were dealt. it sucks its not fair i hate it i know you do too. but we can try to make it hurt less..:console:






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  11. absolution

    absolution Forum Buddy


    You is tricky :blink: Hmm...im just so tired...But if you can fight then so can i, i guess. Just good to know im not alone :)....but um....you would be better off without me...so would everyone else here....:cry:
     
  12. FBD

    FBD Well-Known Member

    we wouldnt be, we all are here to support eachother and i know that youve helped me before. without your support i know id be worse than i am, so how could that mean wed be better off without you...i know its intense to hear :shelbi: but if its true for me im sure its true for other sweetie
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  13. absolution

    absolution Forum Buddy

    :hug: head feels funny....feel so hopeless and lost. I dont knnow who i am anymore....i just need out....but i guess i should keep fighting. SHOULD....but the pain is killing me...even if not right now it will sooner or later....

    and yes :bunny: :laugh:
     
  14. FBD

    FBD Well-Known Member

    there you go keep fighting and youll find yourself again
     
  15. absolution

    absolution Forum Buddy

    coly, its gonna kill me sooner or later.... :( idk what to do. go tonight or wait....
     
  16. slc

    slc New Member

    You have already helped me knowing that you feel exactly like I do most of the time, including now. But I guess it really would just traumatize the ones we think would be better off. This is my first few minutes on this whole forum I found looking up suicide. I care about you simply because we are alike. And we alike people understand one another and care deeply.
     
  17. FBD

    FBD Well-Known Member

    tonites not the nite


    i win no blitz
     
  18. absolution

    absolution Forum Buddy

    :hug: welcome to the forum hun. Im sorry this is the first post you had to see :(
     
  19. absolution

    absolution Forum Buddy

    arghhh fine :hug:
     
  20. FBD

    FBD Well-Known Member

    good :hugtackles:
     
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