I'm so close to overdosing <edited>, wherever that is. Everything is getting worse and I fear that the very few friends I have left are turning into an ex-friend that really f***ed me over. Don't ask about therapy. I've been trying to call this low-income service and they won't answer the damn phone. I'm not taking Cymbalta anymore because that made me worse. I've decided to wait until after a concert, but I don't even know if it's worth waiting anymore.