i am practically ignored except when it comes to the bad things. i am going nowhere in life except getting older and getting treated like a sucker. i know what i am saying now some people will probably say ''quit bitching and start living, the fact you have a comp in front of you means you can prob do wonders to your life"
but in fact people don't understand about my life, fate has destinied my life to fuck up in terms of looks, career and etc... things are going nowhere despite me trying. Lots of things i want to say but unable to describe..
i read in a website saying " There are some people God never answers prayers for simply because they're just not that important to him anyway." seems its true.
Everyone says it was a miracle i survivied my suicide, god must be watching over you. if he did watch over me, i would not be in today's state.