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Why can't I just be normal? Why do I put everyone through this?

I'm such a coward, I know I can't and won't go through with it. But I just wish I were dead right now. I haven't felt like this in a long time, but somehow I know that I can't go on living this huge fucking lie anymore.

Sure, there's this forum, but I have no-one here in person. I have nothing. I have nowhere to go. I have nothing else but this lie of a life. I just wish someone could help me. I feel so fucking alone.


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ya, I'm glad you are here.
We are real but no, can't come over and go for a walk or have a cold drink or anything at all.

It's something though and glad the forum is here.

Do you do anything to get out with people at all?
I don't mean friends but are you involved with anything?


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By the way...if you weren't normal it wouldn't hurt so much to be alone.
You are VERY normal.
We weren't meant to be alone. Some people like alone time but really we are social creatures. We need to be held, to be loved, to be needed, and all that good stuff most of us on here are lacking.
It's a basic need like hunger and when you don't get it...it is very very painful.

I hope you will accept some cyber hugs :) ...
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