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Why?

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by ReadyToFly, May 27, 2012.

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  1. ReadyToFly

    ReadyToFly New Member

    WHY?

    No matter what's going in our lives, we'd always go back to that very same, infamous question.

    3 simple letters, so very hard to answer and explain.

    But, I've come to realize just how much of a difference you'd feel if you answered it.

    So, if you're willing to share. I've got a pair of ears ready to listen.

    Why, why do do you want to die?
     
  2. MrsStavrogin

    MrsStavrogin Active Member

    It's like a basis on which I am founded. No matter what happens, no matter how livable my life gets, there is always ''death'' hovering over me, lurking from some deep place within. It's especially strong (suicidal ideation) since I no longer have the possibility to live the way I want to live but the way other people want me to (because of ''my own safety''). I have lost all my creativity, inspiration and energy and I'm merely a vegetable now. And why would I want to live when I no longer have the possibility to chose my own path? And it rarely gets better, globally speaking. I feel like I have lost all my guidelines and options. Like I have gambled away all my chances. That's why I think about killing myself.
     
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