Why is life so hard? If I were to write out two lists, one being good things happened in my life, and the other being a list of negative, I'm certain the bad would outway the good by a landslide. I take a step into the good direction, then something always happens and I'm back in the shit again. I have tried in this world. Oh I really have but nothing goes right. I'm not exaggerating either. I sometimes wonder if life just isn't made for me? I must have done something terribly wrong to be rejected continuously. Time after time. When will things start going right? When? I'm waiting. For how long I'll wait, I don't know. I just want something to go right. I'm losing faith fast.