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Wide Awake and Suicidal

Discussion in 'Midnight Owl' started by innocencexisxlove, Jun 14, 2008.

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  1. innocencexisxlove

    innocencexisxlove Well-Known Member

    I can't sleep.. I'm in fear of sleep-cutting, or doing something horrible.

    I also don't want anymore nightmares. Ever since he started trying to work his way back into my life, things just seem to be down-hill form here.

    So it's 11:40 here, and I'm wide awake...

    Any suggestions??

    I"m desperate:[
  2. fromthatshow

    fromthatshow Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    Just stay up for a while :hug:
    Nothing wrong with staying up for a bit.
  3. BioHomocide

    BioHomocide Well-Known Member

    Try reading a book or playing video games.

    A violent video game always makes the sadness go away.
  4. fromthatshow

    fromthatshow Staff Alumni SF Supporter

  5. innocencexisxlove

    innocencexisxlove Well-Known Member

    Except the fact that I have to be up early.

    And I need the sleep. :\ uhg.
  6. innocencexisxlove

    innocencexisxlove Well-Known Member

    No violent Videos Games in the house saddly. Actually, no video games.

    As for a book.. I can only read when I'm in the mood. But now.. not possible.

    Ha. Wow, I'm just so unwilling to try anything arn't I? Just shooting down every reply..
  7. fromthatshow

    fromthatshow Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    That's ok :smile:

    If you need sleep, your body will let you. Maybe if you don't sleep tonight and you get up early... you will be super tired tomorrow night. Too tired to let the bad thoughts in, and you might get a good night's rest.
    I dont' know if I'm ever scared to go to sleep, which I sometimes am, I just stay up. Eventually my body gets the sleep it needs.
    Sometimes it's like 4 hours. Sometimes it's only a quick afternoon nap. Sometimes it's 12 hours. :unsure:. I mean I used to get a lot less sleep until I stopped worrying about falling asleep and just stayed up when I wasn't tired or scared to sleep or whatever the reason.
    So... if you feel like you need to cut to fall asleep or something, or are really just terrified to go to sleep, stay up for a bit.
  8. innocencexisxlove

    innocencexisxlove Well-Known Member

    thanks.. it sounds like a good enough idea.
  9. fromthatshow

    fromthatshow Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    glad I came up with an idea you liked.
    you know you can pm me whenever too :biggrin:
  10. innocencexisxlove

    innocencexisxlove Well-Known Member

    Of course.

    I'll always keep that in mind.

  11. innocencexisxlove

    innocencexisxlove Well-Known Member

    Here we go again :]] *:[[*

    why oh why can't i simply contact one of the many people who have to told me to talk to them, even if its two in the morning...

    Ahh well.
    Please IM me or PM me.
    Let's talk.
    Distract my mind if you will.

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