Hello everyone; After 34 years of dragging myself out of bed every morning and facing the world, enticed by the (foolish?) hope that maybe – just maybe – “today” would be different, it has finally dawned on me that such a vision was merely a mirage and that, truly, nothing is ever going to change. So where does that leave me now? Too cowardly to live, too cowardly to die. Frozen and trapped in the purgatory of eternal darkness and solitude. I’ve spent my whole life attempting to interact with people who, it always turns out, do not understand and/or do not care. I am hoping that on this forum I might find some comfort in realizing I am not so alone. Thanks for listening (reading!).